My life, just wanted to ask honest advice, on what to do =/

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Well, the main advice is try your hardest to keep away from drugs, my current best friend used to sell crack and do a lot worse things than you have done, he has stole from his family because he was that desperate once, but anyway when he started hanging around with me, we both influenced each other, I got him off the real bad stuff and he convinced me to smoke weed, now though, we have stopped mainly because I pointed out it's not impressing anyone at all.
You need to find a friend that doesn't do drugs and you need to stick with him (try make it a guy as girls are generally less reliable) eventually you will forgot about the drugs an the bad times, you will have cravings every now and then (my friend does) but you will realise how better your life is and you won't so it.

You said you wanted to do biotechnology, your not going to be able to accomplish this while you are friends with bad people and taking drugs.

 

True advice, and i would never steal from family, thats the worst l, Nd i know but some of my friends pull 6-7 figs and havent finished school. But tbh , i guess i do got to find a clean straight up buddy :/ thank yu

 

Nothing will bring your life down faster than a good trip. I used to smoke a lot of pot too, never got into the harder drugs, and my life and grades slipped away while doing so. The more I'd do it, the "cooler" I'd feel. The better my friendships got. The worse my mental and social health got. It came to a point where I got really depressed, lost my best friend and split apart with my girlfriend. I realized it was time to re-assess where my life was when I put a slug in my 12 gauge, put the muzzle to my chin, and closed my eyes.

I was not ready to die.

I got my grades up quickly by working my ass off more and more. I found it hard to sleep at first as well, but slowly got back into the rhythm of things. The more I worked on school and kept myself busy, the less I'd think about anything else. The busier I got the less I'd think. When the semester ended I was sleeping again, my grades were good, and I stopped worrying about everything.

The point I'm making is that an addiction is a struggle and straitening yourself up is hard work. In order to make it work you need to substitute a bad addiction for a good one: in my case it was subbing weed with school.

It's a long and nasty road back to normal, but looking back on it all, I'm proud to have lived and experienced all that I have. It has definitely made me a better and smarter person. And it will do the same for you a few years down the road.

 

aww didn't even get to read

Good luck with whatever it was though