I am a emotionally distressed.

Lately, I've really realized how much of an asshole I really am. I constantly flirt with girls via text and in real life and I try to make them fall for me, it's almost like a game. It's just so... easy to do. I can't help in irl, I am a natural flirt and do it usually withoout even noticing, my last 3 relationships have ended because I constantly talk and flirt with other girls. Ontop of that, I've only ever really liked one girl, and I love her, and she hates me currently. It kills me inside to be honest. I miss her so much, it breaks my heart everytime I even see her talking to another guy. Sometimes I wonder if all of this behaviour is just
me trying to get over her or fill the emptyniss in my heart. I may be spiralling into depression as well, I always try to act cheery and laid back, but inside I'm just plain unhappy. Life is just so damn bland.

I guess there really isn't much point to this post. Just a rant of shit that's been bothering me for the longest time now.

 

its not bad to text them and then try to get them to fall for you irl if you like them, but you don't you said. its bad to flirt with other girls if your in a relationship don't do that. why does she hate you? if its something specific tell her your sorry and try to get to be friends and then more. if its not specific try to be nice and do stuff she likes and maybe she will start to like you back if shes not already with someone. instead of flirting and doing all that junk use that time trying to do stuff for her. a lot of people try to hide behind something they are not like you said you are cheery and laid back. life is bland if you make it bland. you need to find something to do, i like to repair electronics and do anything on the computer, you need to find what you like to do. then it wont be so bland if you have something you like to do every day. find some things you like to do and get some friends you can do stuff with if you dont have any right now. try to get the girl you like, if she refuses to go with you or she hooks up with someone else then there are plenty more people you can go with, it may seem like she is the only one you like but there are many people that you can like just as much. the ones you are texting and stuff right now are not some of those people.

 

Listen brah, STOP texting. It's nothing but trouble.

Text YOUR girl. That's IT