What do I do?

I left sythe for a little while and got most things that I wanted done (Sythe wast holding me back, was just easyer with out the internet).

So I have talked to Parents, talked to my little brother over in england over skype, I just loved it he is getting so big I am looking forward to talking to him next week.

They were the main things but My "Other" little brother who Lived about 6 Hours away... I drove six hours down to a little town in the next state to see my little brother. I got about 2km away from the town and just stopped, I just had so much on my mind that I pulled over and stopped. I just sat on the side of the road for a good hour and a half, and got back in the car and drove all the way home....

I dont no what happend? I loved see my other brother over skype but when it come to this I just coudnt.

What is it? Im pretty much stunned...

Its taken me about 2 Hours to type this out I have no idea whats even going on atm...

 

This hardly makes sense. Let me get this straight, you have two little brothers, brother A and brother B. Now, brother A talks with you on Skype often using a webcam, while doing brother B doesn't. You decided to go see brother B since he's 6 hours away, but when you almost reached him, you stopped, rested on the road for a while and simply went home.

Did I get that right? If I did, then I don't know how this is even a problem, unless you have some sort of issue with brother B. Maybe you were feeling shy to just go in and say hi? Maybe you don't like this particular brother because of some reason? You're gonna need to be more clear about your problems if you want anyone to help you.

 

Sorry, I said on one of my ither threads, I havnt talked to either in over five years.

Im not shy, and I really want to see him.

 

When a person is given something that he has really wanted for a long time and worked hard for it, he has a tendency to push it away because of doubt.

You have doubt.
You think that something might go wrong if you meet your brother

Was there something that crossed you two in the past?

 

Why haven't you spoken in such a long time?

 

No, my father and hes mother had massive cought casses over him.

my father and hes mother had massive cought casses over him, I wasnt aloud to talk to him. My aunt who is into all that kinda staff and is like "Head" of kids and Jail stuff told me that Brothers, Sisters and Cousins stuff like that had nothing todo with that cought thing and It isnt against the law dor me to see him.

 

I'm going to go ahead and agree with the others. You're obviously experiencing some kind of doubt and misgivings about seeing your brother. You just need to reach out, and do it.

 

“Doubt can only be removed by action.”
- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe