I am ready to give up on living here...

Today my long life time friend offered me to go live with him in New Zealand, I just might go..

Today I decided to go to the mall with some friends, during this time I saw a friend of mine, well was a friend, see the girl I broke up with got to him first I guess and now is completely against me, turning yet more people on me. Keep in mind I have more but this is getting stupid. He pretty much blew me off and talked shit about me. "There goes a cheater", hah I would never cheat and did not, yet another lie from her!!!

Shit people, I am not that kind of person, don't know me, so why say something when you only know their side, mostly of which is lies!

On top of that I was thinking about school, right now it is fall break, and I am good.

Come next Tuesday, I have school... My 2nd period, this is how I sit..

[Her Friend]----------[====]--------[Girl I ]
[That Called]--------[=ME=]-------[Broke up]
[Threatened me]---[====]--------[With]

Great, that will be fun... plus the teacher never allows seat changes to make it worse...take this, last year 4 fights, same 2 people, she never moved the seats...


Plus her and I are in the same club as officers, she is the secretary and I am the treasurer. Now me and my best friend are in that club as officers, and we do not want to leave as we are way more important than the damn secretary, so we are going to try to get her to leave by making her look and feel bad big time.



I have heard though that I am going to get jumped, if that happens, well, bad news for the "jumpers" since I know how to defend, plus it is self defense if major damage happens. On top of that I know MANY things about her than can destroy her if they got out, so I have that for revenge issues, these things only her and I know, not even her parents, so they get out, bye bye.

Now, I don't want this to go far but if need be I will do something, I wouldn't want her to die over this no, but I want her to feel pain.


I am seriously considering leaving but I am not a woose, I will not give up on getting my revenge in some way. Hell, I have some stuffed animals I can burn in her yard she gave me, or sell the games she lent me.




All In All, I want revenge.




Sad thing is, the only person besides family that I know cares and loves me, is 2000 miles away and she can't help, this person I am planning on dating, but we have to wait, thing is she hates this girl that this stuff is happening with, and I don't know what to do if she comes to visit this winter...

"sigh" Life right now, shit...

 

*wuss.
And tough luck to whoever you decide to fuck up. Hope it doesn't backfire, just look after yourself.

 

thats fucking terrible. the most important thing to remember is making sure you do whats best for yourself in the long run. don't worry about those kids jumping you because 9 times out of 10 it never happens.

you also cant be totally certain that when you move to live with this girl that her personal live won't interfere with the relationship you hope to have.


im sorry if i misunderstood you, but the girl thats 2000 miles away is the friend you wanna go live with in new zealand, correct?



edittt. 900th post

 

No the friend in NZ is a friend I have known for 13 years, I am 16.. The girl 2000 miles away, is in Arizona... her mom also offered for me to live there with them.

 

The best revenge is to put on a smile. The more you show that you're bothered, the more happy they will be because that's exactly what they want you to do.

 

Do you really think its worth leaving the whole country over a girl? More than likely things will blow over eventually, and they will get tired with messing with you. Obviously you didn't have very loyal friends to start with, but I would suggest going out and meeting new people hang out with. For your seating chart at school try consulting the guidance counselor about it, and tell her the whole story. More than likely he/she will understand and allow you to move to switch seating arrangements.

Another thing I would suggest is to not worry about getting revenge. Most of the time it will just make things worse then they were before. Just forget about her, and don't waste time planning on revenge. Even though getting revenge at first might feel good, it never really accomplishes anything. My best advice on this would be to just leave it alone.

Now for the threats about you getting "Jumped". This is not something that you should mess around with. Even though you may know self defense, I would not risk my life on it. I would really advise you to go talk to your parents/teachers about it as soon as possible. The threats might be (and probably are) bluffs, but it's still not something you should just wait and found out whether the threats are true or not. Anyways I wish you the best of luck with your situation, and I hope that this helps.

 

Well, Fishy, the best I can do now, is stay, she will get the picture to back the F*ck off considering I spoke to her dad, who is a lawyer and I can press charges and he can help, even if it is his daughter for these harassments, so basically, she knows to stop now after I got to her dad... ^.^ Go Me! ^.^