Trust issues. I need some help please.

This is srs so don't troll please

My sister tried committing suicide last sept..

then this girl who I rly loved started cheating on me.

It was one of the more painful heartbreak things I've ever gone through, because I've never felt or been cheated on by someone I love.

Then I was given a chance to compete this september in a powerlifting competition .. I was like sure. I got sick for 2 weeks and the coach I had said nvm because I lost so much weight.

One morning I was sleeping in the living room downstairs because I passed out after being awake for 30+ hours because I was too sick and couldnt fall asleep. I got about 2-3 hours of sleep when I heard my mom yelling.
I kinda thought it was because of my sister, due to her being a jerk sometimes.

I run upstairs.. and it was just my two parents. My dad not looking me in the eye and my mom right off the bat says ''Your dad has been having an affair for 4 months!''

I was shocked, but I handled the situation very well.. got my mom to go to my room downstairs and kicked my dad out after he packed.

A few days they settled things and are still working it out..

We went to where all our family lives, cos were a close knit family and we meet every yr or two at my grandparents.

I turned 18 while I was over there.. so I couldnt party with my friends..
My dad took me for a few beers.. and tells me were moving there. About 10 hours away from where I live now.

I get back from the trip and my friends are all started college, high school again, or university.

Now the girl who destroyed me is liking me status' on facebook and stuff again.. which it took me over 2 months of 0 contact with her to just get slightly over her...


I'm just tired of everything srsly..
plus now my mom is using her anger out on me.. and I unno.. just tired of it all srsly...

 

Sometimes this type of things happens in our life. By going through this type of things we feel depress and want to live the world but be strong at this time then you will get good result.

 

I know this might sound gay but.. Every Cloud has a silver lining..
Everyone in life has ups and downs some all at the same time and others spread out. I know you must feel really down and depressed at the moment but everyday you fight on you grow that little bit stronger. Try and wait this all out and by the end of it you will be a new person. You will appreciate things for what they are and not take things for granted.

Just when you feel down remember... I am strong, I can get through this and at the end I will be stronger and a better person.

 

Seems as though you need a holiday mate, you seem to be going through alot, go out and find a nice green patch of grass, lay there and watch the clouds go by and think about whatever made you happy.
Listen to music and just lay there for an hour or two.

 

That really sucks man. I know the feeling (About both bits).

Perhaps this move will be a good thing. It will give you the chance to start fresh and you might prefer it once you've settled down. I'd give up everything to move from where I currently am. Try to look on the bright side, good luck man.

 

Yah man thanks a lot.

Thanks dude. It means a lot.

I might just do something like that tonight man. Thanks.

Maybe dude. Hopefully it will be a good thing for my family and for me. Anyways, all I can do is hope