What about her fairy tale? (Can I heal you, us, please?)

At age five,
Such a lovable young kid
Still very shy
From strangers, she chooses to hide.

Only ten years old,
He told her this would be their secret
Something that must never be told
Or she'll relive the regret.

Eleven years old
And she's discovering a world so cold
She tries to tell her mom,
but her mom pretends nothing's wrong.

Twelve and it's her birthday
Kids giggle and play
On this fine and sunny day
But her sky is forever gray

Look at what you did to her!
You've deprived her of pleasure
You've killed the most beautiful girl alive
& you made her live a constant lie

Sixteen,
and her life is playing the same scene
A friend knows a boy she should meet
That boy, is me.

Look at what you've done!
Because of you,
She trusts no one!
& No one but me knows the truth

Eighteen and she's growing up fast
Time goes by,
But these tainted memories seem to last
From this world she wants to say goodbye

Look at what you've done to us
She was someone I'll forever love
So confused between this & lust
Because of you, she's had enough!

Nineteen on this day
I call her on the phone at midnight
To be first to wish her happy birthday
And I ask: ''Are you alright?''

She whispers that she's okay
But I know her well-enough
That it's not always true what she may say
I can feel the lie coming from her mouth
I tell her that I'm coming to her house
& then she hangs up.


She opens the door
Revealing the most beautiful girl
In the whole world
Perfect, just like a pearl

Her hair covering her eyes
But I can see the mascara dripping with her tears
Some on her shirt & it smears
I look into her eyes, and she looks into mine.

She falls into my arms
I promise her to protect her from all harm
I'm not a knight in shining armor
But fighting for her is more than enough stature

Months come to pass
This illusion for her just cannot last
Her confusion is taking its toll
Her past makes sure she's never whole

She says she's just not ready
For something steady
She's still not sure about love
Will it be enough?

Look at what you've done!
You've pulled the trigger on the gun
I bet you're happy because you think you've won

But you don't know what it's like to love someone
So much that she turns your nightmares into dreams
That her name is serenity when you scream
To feel so emotionally-exhausted, but you continue to run

I hope hell is infernal
And you burn
And you rot for the rest of time, eternal
Feel her pain, it's your turn!