suicide

i dont want too see you in the new's or anything intense so i recommend this 2 u if you ever actually think about really doing it.

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/?gclid=CLTshd_g2qMCFQgEbAodfFa18w

 

You really have to think about everything you would lose if you committed suicide. Suicide does not solve and problems but perhaps only makes them worse. Think of all the positive thing you will be able to do once you are on your own and at university. If you focus on the negatives your hate will only get stronger. Get some counseling, sit down with your parents and tell them what you are feeling. You may be uncomfortable doing this, but they are your parents and would most likely do anything for you.

 

Dude im stuck in that situation with my parents , try this....
my parents moved to new Zealand close to 20 year ago and they still dont know how to speak English. 75% of the time i can not communicate with them because of Language barrier yet we still get into arguments and what so ever because of miss-communication.

 

I'm not trying to be the total pothead, stoner guy here, but honestly, find a friend or someone you know that smokes weed. Tell them how your feeling and I'm almost positive that if they are a cool person, they will smoke you out. You will feel SO much better, and it will help you with your problems. At least temporarily. But hell, for all I know you might decide right then, and there that you don't want to do it, and change your whole view on life. To me, suicide is like taking the easy way out. Even though it's not easy to pull the trigger on yourself, you're just saying that you give up, and can't overcome a little obstacle that God has thrown at you. Just play it through, and in the end, you will be glad you didn't quit life.

 

You need to realize that suicide isn't an option, it never is.

The first step to recovery is talking to someone about it, start off by calling a hotline that specializes in this, I'm positive they can help you, and they are anonymous.

Once you get comfortable talking to them, build up the courage to talk to your parents and explain your "problem", especially your thoughts of suicide, your depression, and how you are bipolar.

Trust me, they will understand, but expect them to over react, they are your parents and they love you, they just want the best for you and for you to be safe.

The next step is for you and your parents to decide, I suggest seeing a doctor and getting therapy from a specialist.

Good luck, and I hope the best for you.

 

I know alot of people are telling you to contact the authorities and your parents, but it'd be mabye more beneficial for you to work this out on your own.

You sound like you need to find something to do with your time. You also need to find a single friend you can consult, you will ruin your friendships if you involve in your friends in your problems.

You can contact me through private message if you need anything else buddy.

 

killing yourself is bad mmmkay. you shouldn't do it... mmmkay...


but forreal, why not just listen to music when you're upset or whatever? can you drive? I'm bipolar and such too and whenever i'm in a bad mood or depressed or whatever i just burn a cd and go for a drive. it can help calm you down and since your in your car, noone can hear you scream

 

Suicide was described to me in school as a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It's like completely sealing a door in cement that squeaks, if you would just put some WD40 on it, or figure out what's causing the squeaks and fix that, then you wouldn't have the problem.

Suicide is something a lot of people consider, but they don't realize that what they're considering is death, and not the act of killing themselves. While you have the right to do so, and your decisions are your own, you must decide if it is truly beneficial to do so, or if you could benefit more by doing something else to fix your situation.

Make yourself feel less trapped, don't let yourself get down, don't think about things that make you sad, just do them and be done with it. It's really hard to live, it's one of the most difficult things anyone has to go through, especially if you're in a tough situation.

Getting help isn't always the best option, a lot of the times those people can make the situation worse. Most of the time, you just need someone who you can talk to that listens to anything you have to say, and is generally interested. Try to get involved in big brothers big sisters, or something community. You may not be outgoing, but the idea is to take your mind off of such thoughts, to give you a reason to live, and something to look forward to.

Really, that's it. You feel trapped, you feel lost, you feel that there's nothing worth living for... you feel dead already so why not end it? That's the kind of thinking that leads to suicide. If there's an inkling in you that says you don't want to die, then do everything in your power to find something worth living for.

If you honestly can't, truly have no reason for living, then see if you can't give it some time... a few years... if something changes, you saved yourself. And that's a great feat of strength right there.