I have problems

What? You want me to be in my house 24/7? I don't want to be a fucking pet dog.

 

I know she's worth it. Like honestly, I'm not myself when I get into the thrill. If it's just us guys hanging out and we see this girl go by, we whistle she smiles and BAM I'm not Justin anymore. I'm a pussy-lusty boy. It's as if I am 2 different people. I sit back and watch this 2nd person do everything.

 

No. I'm just saying try to refrain from being in a position where you're tempted to have sex. Think about how she'd feel if she found out. Do you think she would still be with you?

 

If your doing great with your girlfriend why try and spoil it? You seem to be doing very well together. I get that there is a thrill and an adrenaline rush with betting whom may get most girls, but in the end you might lose something more dear to you. How are you able to txt your girlfriend at the same time while being with other girls and hooking up with them? Is there some kind of illusion that you create making it seem as though you are hooking up with your girlfriend?

 

Maybe you're just not connected with Alynn as much as you think you are. Masturbating twice a day is probably an issue - by looking at a heapload of porn you begin to see woman as more of an object than an equal human being that has emotions and feelings... a piece of meat that is just there for sexual pleasure. At your age a lot of people get confused and claim they love a girl, but in reality they share no deep bond... once you grow a little older, you might come to realize more what she actually means to you.

 

I don't know maybe. I guess I can get these girls to do anything and my girlfriend isn't like that. She's stubborn and won't listen to everything I ask her to do like these girls do. I have control over these girls. Some even love it that I'm cheating on a girl for them.

 

She won't find out though. And obviously not. If she knew how much pussy I've thumped she'd probably go fuck some other guy to piss me off.

 

Yeah, most people in their teens are like that, no doubt. Does your current girlfriend run through your mind when you do stuff like this?

 

I can limit my masturbation perfectly fine. I'm not addicted, I just get bored quite often. (Low attention span). Like I said when I' m myself, I find girls amazing. I don't treat them like a peice of meat I'd love the fuck hard and all night, but I guess when I turn into that other person that's what they are to me.

I know I'm in love with this girl. I wouldn't have gone through the things I've gone through with her if I wasn't in love. I'm not confused.

 

Yes, but not throughout the whole sexual encounter. She's just like a flash. I think "I'd love to be doing this to Alynn" but then I'm back into the moment.

 

So do you perhaps seek more power and control of your girlfriend? Or do you just seek more pleasure in hooking up with different variations of girls?

 

I live life like this: Each bitch is candy. You LOVE a candy right? You like other candies, and you hate some candies. Well girls are like candy. I love one, Alynn, and I like others. You're not just gonna eat your favorite candy are you?

 

Why can't you? You aren't always on vacation, are you?

 

I see what your getting at. I know how tasting each different candy is veryyyy sweet, wouldn't you rather be faithful to the one tastiest candy?

 

Because as I stated earlier, Alynn is more stubborn. She doesn't like doing everything these girls would love to do. She's more than just some trash girl. She's my love and I'm hers.

I travel about 8-15 times a year.

 

Yeah mine is like that as well, but there is a difference between 'fucking' and making love. May I ask what unique thing it is that these girls like to do?

 

Just don't tell her..
She's alynn..
She can take anything.

 

There is a difference, but not in feeling. You still feel the same. (Speculation)

Whats unique? My girlfriend isn't very kinky. She likes to pretend she is, but honestly she isn't. She gets nervous and it even took us almost 2 years to make out. She's quite shy sexually. Other girls, naturally aren't for whatever reason. Some girls just love to be abused and forced into positions I haven't even thought of. On top of that there's the thrill.

I also love to steal and lie. The thrill is just amazing. I've lied for years and still do back the same lies with a certain people. Even people on Sythe.

 

Tell her and fuck up our relationship? I don't want to what stupid advice. And how does that help me with future relationships? Do you want me to die with a cold dick? I don't want to be single forever.

 

Mine was like that as well, I had to change her by letting her know that she doesn't have to be a kinky slut to please me. The thrill, I can understand but love doesn't come perfect - you're always going to have obstacles.

Compulsive lying is something I believe I had. I would lie about stupid shit that made no difference one way or the other, I don't know why. But you can't always steal/lie because as I previously said - it will get you in trouble.