Well... Ciao.

I know most of you have seen me around. And to whom who do know me, probally think I'm a fucking loser, I'm not the coolest kid in the world. Sythe is perfectly fine, it's not the staff or members. It's just I cant get good services, I've probally lost more than I have made here on Sythe. Sythe is by far the best cheating/trading site known, for that I want to stay active. Maybe because I'm stressed out 24/7 and dont have the determination to say, "well why dont I go and try to help the community and make some money". And, most likely alot of people don't know me because I'm not very social, nor am I social in real life. I'm not like most, who go out there and try to be cool with people, make friends and what not. I guess you could say I'm a complete faggot in real life. But I dont make the decisions which determine if I'm un-cool, it's the people around me. I find the internet the only place I can be myself.. Without showing weakness or emotions. But what does it matter. No one knows me except for the 5 people who have vouched me in a 2 year span. Who knows, this might not even be a farewell. This could be a new beggining for me here on Sythe. But anyways, for now.. bye.

 

Don't stress it dude, tons of my friends are the same way. They don't really want to go out, because they feel comfortable over the internet where people can't make such questionable judgments as they could in real life.

I tell them the same thing- no worries. If you feel like the internet is a place where you can truly express yourself, take advantage of that! It's better to be yourself virtually then to not be yourself at all.

Take care, hope to see you around Sythe sometime.

 

I've never seen you post.
Lol.

But,

Take care.

 

I didn't know you but you seem nice. Drop by in spam forum bruva.
Make a fresh start
good luck on all your venture

 

Double post sorry, see below.

 

I have NEVER thought of commiting suicide. Thinking of suicide is what I call childish... I'm just expressing what I feel. In life, things are only going to get better. Although this kind of looks like a suicide letter, it really isn't.

 

Good luck irl man..

 

cya later, hope you stop in from time to time

 

yeah id say dont sweat it.
people IRL are dicks, but thast the way society is, you have to move past it.
get a job on a farm, or someplace you dont have to interact with people(AKA McDonalds or Wendys)

 

Cya man, you seem like a really good guy. If ya ever wanna talk just add my msn: [email protected]