I need some serious advice..

I realized I don't need other people's advice to make myself go through with this.. no one can say or do anything that'll make me forget. Thanks to all that have posted and I wish you all good luck with all your relationships.

 

Find someone in your hometown,lol not 2 hours away.

Oh lol sorry didnt read all of it.

Get a car

 

I told you man.. I live in a city, populated by whores. Chicks here do anything to get fucked.. I'm not into that, I want a serious relationship.

EDIT : Yeah a car is an option, it's just really hard to find a job right now and I don't know how I would get a car with no job.
In about a year I'll probably be moving back to my old hometown.. that's when I turn 18.

 

Guide, it sounds to me like you were willing to do whatever to be with her and truly loved her, the problem is I don't think she felt the same connection you did with her. Because I don't think she would have ended the relationship so many times if she really cared and was committed. She could also probably be seeing someone that doesn't live far away or something. Girls have so many options man, they could leave you and have so many to choose from.

 

Well Flesh, I felt the same connection.. I knew she loved me, unless she can somehow fake those emotions idk what the hell is wrong with her then. She wouldn't have gotten back with me if she wasn't prepared for everything.. and one night when I came over and slept over, she was the one that asked me if we could date again.

And yeah I kinda have the suspicion of her seeing someone else, but I doubted it. I just can't believe that I trusted her.. I've been getting hardcore mood swings aswell, if something reminded me of her I would get tears in my eyes and just be depressed until someone cheers me up somehow.

I really don't have anyone here to rely on except my one friend and my mom, all my real friends are back at home..

Also, every other relationship I had after her just doesn't feel right, I wouldn't really feel any connection with anyone except her, even if they broke up with me I wouldn't be as upset as I would if she broke up with me. :/

 

It seems like she doesnt know what she wants to me.. Oh and girls can be so heartless man.

 

I don't know what to think man.. I really hope this is all a fucking dream.. I wish she knew how I feel but she won't even talk to me.

 

im guessing you should call it quits for a while, and have a bit of a nap to forget about it all for sometime, then go to something you like, next time, find a PERFECT match, which im guessing this person is not FULLY, correct me if im wrong.

cheers.

 

Well, I just talked to her and I told her we shouldn't speak or see each other anymore. Deleted everything I have of her, hopefully this will work. Not sure if I can take this though..

 

Good luck with that.