Marijuana experience, looking for advice..

For many months now, my brother and I have been smoking weed everyday.. Since the summer started we have been going through some very fucked up situations such as, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, seizure, and just some other weird cases of what seems to be epilepsy.. Keep in mind that we have given up smoking pot about two weeks ago due to us being terrified about who we are and what's happening. Every night lately we have been completely sober, but for some reason the stars have been noticeably different lately, and they have our full attention every night.. My brother is worse than me, he explains to me about how its all coming to an end and the world is covered up and we really don't understand what is about to happen. As I look at the stars I begin to cry and so does he. I really don't remember what goes on from that time until I wake up the next morning. I am getting so fucked up every night that I can't remember much at all. How does this happen with no chemical intake whatsoever? Can anyone relate to any of this? My brother just started college 4 days ago and is already having suicidal thoughts.. He is more stressed out, and just down right depressed than I have ever seen him. The dreams are horrible, I dream of family dieing, things ending very frequently, things I care about deeply coming to an end. I am sad all the time. My mother and father are concerned and so am I. He told me exactly how he was going to do it. He told me he was going to crash his car into my garage and die from monoxide poisoning.. This is my brother who I have grown up with, I don't know life without him, this is terrifying. If anyone can shoot me any advice, it could help allot.. Any experiences you may have had, any information at all.. Thank you for reading this..

 

Wow one fucked up niggers..

That's never happened to me iv'e been smokin a while. LOL SOUNDS BAD IDK JUST SMOKE SOME MORE.

 

Why blame it on the weed. I've been smoking for a long time and nothing has happened to me. It might be something to do with your family since you both get this.

 

Perhaps you're allergic or your dealer is f'ed

 

1800-suicide

 

I Know, what Yur goin threw man, I smoke weed all The Time, and Ive been goin though alota shit lately and Ive been havein some crazy dreams About my life. and I thought about it and what if we die and theres nothing? I soon realized theres nothin we can do what ever happens happens.
Just remember bro Try to Go to church some time make it right with god.
not saying that Everyone should believe him. but sayin isn't that are only hope? an after-life? I was depressed very an if this world comes to a end...move to the mountains grow more weed. Ive been Thinking to much I realized and Getting very depressed. I HAd A dream last night OmFg it was So fucked Up....im trying to help u as someone told all this to me. If You need someone to talk to man I just got a cell phone turned on. so If you want You dont have to feel Alone. alota people are thinking the same as You right now. DOnt comit suciside. Please think about this post Im going though the same thing...

 

i'm pretty sure weed is not your problem. if i were you, i'd try to get counseling for your brother, or better yet, your whole family. a psychiatrist can work too. they can sometimes bring out buried problems that result in a certain behavior.

 

noo...Im sorry friend But counslers have no heart..
they sit there and talk TO you trying to get into Yur head
based Off a book they Studied posible masterd.
If you want someone to talk to.. talk to a person That Dosn't charge
money Based ON the hour.
Please Listinue TO me this isn't my brain talkin rite now..
i Swear its SO weird..

 

Who the fuck cares? Seriously?


As for the OP.. Honestly, get some counseling. Your family obviously has some repressed problem other than weed. Plenty of people smoke every day and they never end up like this. Get some help from a professional.

 

There is no god. Praying results in nothing.

 

Prove to me that god exists and I will gladly video myself putting a pineapple up my ass.

 

One of the withdrawal symptoms from weed is having weird dreams, so if you smoked everyday for a long time and then just stopped completely then you could possibly have withdrawal symptoms, such as loss of apetite, stomach pains, and weird dreams. I've had these withdrawal symptoms before because I smoked everyday for about 2 months. What you're saying though is really intense and I doubt that it's related to withdrawal symptoms.

 

You've smoked way too much weed.

 

^This

 

An unhappy person shouldn't smoke it because they'll be negatively affected. It's all effected by your mindset.

I suggest medical help and (a good site I'll tell you about if you message me on msn) for other questions that can't be asked here.

Stop smoking because it's obviously not helping you as it does most people.

 

Maybe someone laced your weed and fucked you guys up lol

 

Sup bro. I don't know if you heard it on CNN this morning, but they came out with a new invention called paragraphs

 

Bigger question is who the fuck watches the Communist News Network.

Weed ain't the problem, it's all physiological, the fact that you are typing it out ain't helping. Either smoke more or find a new hobby.

 

Marijuana effects differant people in differant way's Dont smoke again until you're alot older, And just remember, You will get out of it and it will get better because i've seen it happen, but you will become normal again.