A Question

thnaks all, really helped me.

 

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Suicide isn't worth it imo. You were also right about the RS forum part, get a doctor.

I think that you should just pull the plug on your computer, or start playing RuneScape/watching porn less. (like if you watch play 5 hours a day 5 days a week, play 4 hours a day for a week, and then 3 hours for a week etc.)

Also, the whole world isn't exactly over just because of a denial.

 

thanks, ya alot more plays into it then denial, i just wanted ppl thoughts.
im try to stop. no computer would be good.

 

I understand where you're coming from. I realized I've been addicted to something and now I am going to better myself.

 

Don't get a doctor.

Everything you say you're going through is normal.

You watch gay porn because in your subconcious, there's a part of you that's gay.

You eat because you like eating. Saying that it's because you use the food to soak up the pain is just a weak excuse.

As for runescape, get a hobby. Start reading, writing, creating, ect. Something to get your attention from RuneScape.I mean, no computer would mean no runescape, but don't try to get to the point to where you're THAT weak.

Everything you're saying all has one conclusion: You're weak. Unless none of it is how you're really thinking about yourself and life. It's your choice whether or not you want to be weak or not. You get to choose.

You're 18+, so you have some freedom. Best advice I could give you is to find what makes you truly the happiest. Essentially, don't base this happiness on an item. Food, ect. Nonetheless, once you've found that, just do it.

I think it's safe to assume that everyone goes through that depressive stage. It's different for everyone. For me, music helped. A lot.

Good luck.

 

The best advice i can give is:

1. Talk to someone you really can trust. (And have that person there to always listen).

2. It may be well off to se a pyschologist or seek professional help. It worked for my mom when she went through a state of depression.

She also takes xanax pills, for anxiety. I tell her not to take them, because i'm completely against taking medication if you can avoid it.

Always remember to get lots of sleep and eat a balanced diet. You don't realise it but, eating wrong and sleeping wrong - can indirectly effect the way you function and also you're moods for the day.

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You'll be ok, don't overthink things.

 

thanks guys, alot i really hadnt thought about.

 

Consult a doctor. Maybe it is clinical depression?

 

What you need is a Hobbie, i used get really stressed im popular just i always feel like i was going to explode. i felt like i had nothing to live for and i wouldnt care and otheres wouldnt if i died. Now im in the ATC Air training Corps and its so fun you meet new people get to go to several countries get to fly, glide, its crazy. you never look different because everyones in uniform. people treat you nicer and its like a whole new life.

hope this has helped you, dont see a doctor, you just need to have a bit of fun. let yourself loose.

 

thanks everyone, i think im just going to stop playing runescape and get off the computer for a while

 

Asked to be IP banned help stop my addictions, thanks so much all.

 

i suffer from 2nd degree depression tried to commit suicide one before my self.

not worth it at all...

if somethings gets to you, get rid of it instantly...

if u wanna talk my msn is in sig been there done that. dont

 

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