Why you leave dad[poem] rate/hate

why?
DAD
"you said you would be right back as i stood there all alone.
didnt know who was on the phone, scared because i was only a child
but the memories flow like it was all just a dream but you always said i would
be the man you are today but now your dead and gone and im here in your place. why'd you leave when we needed you most when everything went down you left in a hurry didnt worry about what would happen to me down this dark road only what would happen in the future in the black hole. wish you could come back and save me but i guess its to late the bullet is deep down in my heart no way to turn back even if i could i wouldnt because you wouldnt be there. miss when you mess up my hair and say "champ one day you will be something big but all i am now is a faulire in your eyes. you missed 13 year years of my life like its all right to just walk out and never come back, never call or play ball with me when im lonley. i guess selfish people only care about them selves but its all good because ill see you in hell. the pain is like a sharp jagged knife cuts throw my heart with no remorse i would pay all the money in the world to hear you laugh but no its over life goes on!

 

gay/10

jk
some deep shit

 

haha yeah i guess didnt have time to space it out and double line or w/e