why you left :/

why?
DAD
"you said you would be right back as i stood there all alone.
didnt know who was on the phone, scared because i was only a child
but the memories flow like it was all just a dream but you always said i would
be the man you are today but now your dead and gone and im here in your place. why'd you leave when we needed you most when everything went down you left in a hurry didnt worry about what would happen to me down this dark road only what would happen in the future in the black hole. wish you could come back and save me but i guess its to late the bullet is deep down in my heart no way to turn back even if i could i wouldnt because you wouldnt be there. miss when you mess up my hair and say "champ one day you will be something big but all i am now is a faulire in your eyes. you missed 13 year years of my life like its all right to just walk out and never come back, never call or play ball with me when im lonley. i guess selfish people only care about them selves but its all good because ill see you in hell. the memories cut throw me like a shart jagged knife but the hardest part was not having you in my life


rate/hate i guess its a poem short story haha first time. if u want more tell me

 

Other than the fact it's a huge wall of text, and the poem sounds serious, yet your signature says "Why so serious?" I sorta like it. It's certainly sad, and just FYI, killing yourself=bad idea.