riochardddx requesting a pardon for a chargeback

• Your profile link: riochardddx
• All of your Sythe Accounts: this is the only one i recall i may have made more in the past like 2012
• Report/post/reason that got you banned: riochardddx Chargeback
• Proof of contacting victims for repayment or repayment of victims:
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• Anything you weren't banned for but want to confess to now: nah
• Detailed description of the events that took place and why you think we should forgive you: It has been some time but from what I can recall, I used the GP I purchased from him to loan to a friend who needed some cash to borrow for either a DHCB or a rapier, not sure which. I got the GP from the seller then traded to my 'friend' who then proceeded to log out of RS and block me on all forms of communication. I was in a state of anger and disbelief at what had happened, and took my rage out on the seller of the gold by deciding to chargeback my purchase. In my mind at that time, I felt like it was justice for me to get my money back after being scammed. I know now that I was wrong. It was my decision to trust someone with money and I should have owned up to the consequences of that. I also did not own up to my offense, either. As you will know from my post history, I denied the chargeback vigorously. That was a lie. I was so deep in my crappy mindset that I was in the right for getting my money back that I lived this lie that I was actually innocent. I have grown a lot as a person since then, taking a long step away from video games and the internet in general. This allowed me to actually escape my comfort zone and interact with other humans. Through this I developed many positive relationships with customers at work, with old enemies, with more of my family, the list goes on. I understand what it means to be a community now. I am ashamed of my previous actions. If somebody could please find me a way to contact the seller, he has me blocked from sending him messages on here and discord. I would love to repay him as soon as I get his info.
• Did you fully read and follow this sticky thread in the pardon section?: yes
• Previous pardon link(s) if applicable:n/a