Need someone to talk to or give advice

So i recently started online gambling. I’ve made 200€ once and that’s where i got triggered making more.

I kept depositing from my bank account 100€’s and losing it in Blackjack, it went bigger from 100’s to 200’s and at one moment i had a 4000€ balance from just 200,- guess what? I wanted to get to 5K and quit the whole shit.

That decision changed my fucking week. I got cleaned, i kept depositting because i thought i’d get to it again.
Before i knew i took more then €2500,- out of my bank in the last 2 days.

I have blocked myself on casino websites but the next day i’m there again on another website and did the same.

I’m currently working and earning arouns 1200€ per month. I am really broken that i’ve lost so much money just to an online casino game..

I have also bought OSRS gold for around 250€ made up to 1.5B and lost it all again.

Guys this is serious please give me some advice.

 

I did the same exact thing last night man.

All my earnings I staked it all.... was about to quit and ask for a self requested ban.... I was broken I was tearing my own face off

I was so angry that I couldnt stop, kept buying buying and buying.... what hurt the most was I rented different accounts, tried dds, tried whip, tried different attack styles NOTHING WAS WORKING!

I lost it all.... just as I woke up was about to quit everything one of my good friends I made off Sythe gave me a essay of motivation and self discipline knowledge.

Control yourself, don't gamble. Gamble % of profits, of your own networth even. Have that self discipline man. Think of the future think of your life.

Being broke truly sucks. Don't resort to stupid shit, make an honest living and live with the past.

Dont work for free either. Keep your money enjoy it spend it on good stuff.... Gambling addicts never profit from any sort of gambling. If they do one day, the next day its gone.

Dont bother with it anymore.

 

Im “happy” that someone can realize what i feel, its really a dangerous circle.. you get up to an big amount but you see it as numbers, not as money. Thats the shittiest thing. You keep thinking you’ll win this one and this one and this one, untill you have depositted your entire bank account wealth and staring just wanting to kill yourself.

I have talked with a guy also yesterday about this issue since gambling is a big sin in our religion and i couldnt talk to anyone else about it.

I have to accept the loss i made from gambling and continue life with what i have left..
I hope we all get out of thisnman.

 

Hey, if you want to talk to someone, please message me.

I know what you are going through, it is very tough.

 

I suppose your gambling is so out of control you've resorted to scamming others to fuel your addiction? Or are you just a giant troll?

Gys & scammerncaan

 

wasted my fucking time writing that great...