"23 Minutes in Hell" + My Life

yeah im alive and maybe im healthy I don't even know, but the only reason I care about being alive right now is hopes that I have abetter future. My dad completely ran out on me a month ago, my mom is in another state and can't afford to come back yet, shes been sick for 2 months, 2 months of being sick is a bad sign, im 15 and not even in school because I can't till my moms back and im living with my brother who takes advantage of my savings money. Lost contact with all friends. My fault? No its mostly my dads fault of how I ended up now. So Yeah man just fucking peachy lets go pray to god about how good I have it.

And the thing is others have it a billion more times worse, does god help them? nope, I know my life is not nearly as bad as others, I have a roof over my head, im not starving and from what I know im pretty healthy. But everything I love is being taken away and I just CANT wait till im old enough to throw away my past and start anew.

 

You have clearly not read the bible, It says that God was once accompanied by the devil, Which they had a fight, Evil came to live with the earth and took over.

Me : Keep at it something will happen, Ask a someone to pray for you or just ask for forgiveness. It will make you feel better if you know its of your back.

When you have smorn at someone bullied someone, Don't you feel guilt.

 

"In His Image, we have been made
Though we see shattered remains"

Were made in God's likeness, but we have been corrupted by sin.
We are not as we were when we were created.

 

Excuse me , but this must be coming from someone who has read 2 pages of the bible , were in the bible does it say , do not use fowl language ,wow , get a life , FUCK you, i don't care what you think about me , i know what i believe and i know what is real and what is fake , i don't give a FUCK about you opinion because you proved that you know shit in your first 15 words.

 

Your right I havn't read the bible. You know whats great, after truly praying and truly meaning it, all the stuff i just said happened a week later. Is it some superior plan to better my life? No it isn't, unless god likes to give you a better life with a side of depression and guilt?

 

Agreed , i will allaborate on this matter .

Lucifer , who was an angle in heaven was basically gods right hand man ,he thought that he was better than god .He even had followers , which were other angles that were of god , god caste them out of heaven ...That's were the devil came from... He was once an angle , who tried to become better than god.

 

Again , i read your post , you are a FUCKING IDIOT < ill go ahead and capitalise it for you

You are acting like i am representing all Christan's , your false again , i am representing what i believe in .

 

So because he swore it makes him a Non christian and a sinner>?

 

And violent you act like what you believe in is a fact and everyone else is wrong or stupid if they don't believe the same.

 

sorry not you fairlyfrank i edited it, was directed to violent.

 

Just because your an atheist doesnt mean you dont need anyone , everyone needs someone .Are you self relient , do you pay your own bills ? Have to buy your own food ? Well , i do , and i know that i like having a safety net to catch me if i fall.

 

Um mm , no i don't , if you would read from the beginning lol , i said that i don't care what you believe , its YOUR PATH , not mine , so like i said before , stop attacking me you know shit , and you proved it twice : /

 

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I am glade you know me over some pixels , proven your stupidity for the 3rd time , congrats on being a jack ass.

 

You failed to answer the question..

 

lol im 15 and have to help pay rent and by food/supplies with my savings money that was suppose to get me car and help with college. If you read my post up near top then you know I am living with my brother... I also have to pay a rediculous ammount for sleeping on a futon in the living room. Now that my dad left me I have NO ONE to rely on, I have to work for my own car, and work for my own college money, and do everythig myself now. I AM self reliant. And I can do it myself without other people, or 'god'

 

Well , life is a bitch , then we die, that's how it is , you dad left you? My dad died when i was 14 . Money? The root of all evil , your problem? Stop thinking about worldly possessions , i walked for over 2 years to work , i was in the national guard , found out i have a herniated disk , was discharged from what i had worked at for 5 years , your life is like everyone else's , full of problems , stop felling sorry for yourself.

 

well everyone believes my dad killed himself and i dont want anyone to feel sorry for me and i dont myself.

Unfortunately money is what you need to live now a days. I don't care about materials to make me happy, I spend money on otherpeople over myself. Your very immature for your age. Please, what I said is a short summary of me. I know everyone has problems, you just don't get it.

 

Well , i am done with your thread , sorry about your fucked up life , if you didn't want anyone to fell sorry for you than why did you even mention any of the bad things in your life that might make people think about how fortunate they are not to be you.

 

because you, all anyone said is be thankful for what I have. Ive Got nothing and losing more, and posted it just to shut it up, I hate talking about my life its very uncomfortable. Not to mention you asked if I was self reliant. I was only responding to that.

 

Yeah, couldn't have been said any better..