=\ Confused, mad, idk

Ok well as you know I have been a member of this site for a long time, and I was a non member April. I just registered in december... Wish I would have earlier.

Well I started out people didn't like me, blah blah. But Idk I think I tried to CHANGE for the lack of a better term to suit there standings. But I look at it now I don't care what people think of me... but yeah then I became sectional mod, then global mod.

But I dunno im so pissed right now, i'm just angry at pretty much everyone, yet idk what is wrong. I am going to college next semester but I don't know if I should live at home, or move off. A part of me doesn't even want to go to uni....

I'm tired of kids/kiddies... I'm tired of being bored, since I was in a little accident which people blew up to be some big accident which it wasn't. I was just on a little bit of bedrest, quit my job and so on. But yeah I don't know what to do.

I wanted to keep sythemils going. It WAS going to be a success. But no one would help. I mean okay I had people who were like 'yeah i'll help' but I never got a hold of anyone. They were all away or offline when I went looking for them. And no one is even looking at it now so I really want to get it working since I have ALOT of free time, but I feel like if I come back people will be like 'omg normal sythe member leave and comeback and shit'

I mean I know people didn't want me around and I KNOW this sounds like a poor pitiful me story but hell I felt like ranting and all the other forums i'm a member of do not seem as interesting as this one.

I'm sick and tired of all the immature idiots.

I'm sick and tired of people just wanting to sell gold and get dupers. I want to get people back into cheating. I want mils prices to go back up. I want to do something with my life.

I've been talking to freshman councilors (for college) and actually talked to my family some, and Sythe occasionally, and I have come to realize something. Some people you just have to ignore, like it or lump it. If you do not see eye to eye with them just ignore them. Like I try to be mature and stuff but then people call me a tight ass, and what I really hate is coming up soon.

I REALLY hate when people get special treatment. Like racism and stuff, if cheese police says something in irc people laugh. But like if some random kid came in irc saying shit people would ban him and bitch at him. Its the same way with other people too.

I really don't know what to do. I kind of want to run my own business, yet I want to be in politics as well. I really am starting to get annoyed by people and peers. Like some of my closest friends I have found out to be REAL ass holes.

I think I may wait until december and start gradually posting more and stuff. Until then I'll be in the irc lounge. This site needs more maturity.

Sorry for posting this, but I had to post it somewhere. If you are younger this probably wont mean anything to you. But when you get older and realize you don't know what you want to do with your life, this may be an interesting read.

All i'm saying guys, instead of scamming and being complete ass holes try to do something with your life. Learn a programming language, help out noobs, hell I dont know. And the main thing, if you have beef with someone, say it to their face... Do not be a two-faced moron. It is the worse thing ever.


Again sorry for my rant but this is my first thread in like 3 months, i needed to post something.

EDIT: I'm also mad because josh0 should have gotten sectional (H), but I can understand he is a bit new, maybe next time. Oh and gratz to all the new mods

 

if i could in any way help you with sythemils, id be glad too. i hope you feel better eventually, i hope i can help ya.

 

Yeah. I'm guilty of this... the CP part...

 

Well I would help you with sythemils if I could lol, I'm a nerd with no life I'm on all the time.

 

Thorpe,
Listen, i don't talk shit about you. Like i said already, it doesn't matter what ppl say, OMG ITS THE FUCKIN INTERNET

I keep telling you that i wanted to help you. i even got on msn and added you..still waitin for the stuffs to help with.

You are your own person, be what you want to be and be the best you can be.

That's all you need to worry about.

 

Yeah I know I just had to post something haha no need to say sorry and shit, this isn't a sympathy post... lol

 

you should be mad, i hate it wen people talk crap because they think they are funny.

 

I didn't do anything.

 

Thorpe, I be honest with you only reason people (me) laugh at cp is if we don't he gets rages and spams the channel.

 

I read through your whole post, and i can understand, i hate that cp guy, i wont go any further then that, im getting older and i also dont know what i want to do with my life, and the fucking scammers here piss me off, cant do shit without them getting in the way ( no offense ). I feel you, and i would help out with sythemils but i frankly probly dont know shit to help you. Thats the end of my little rant, and also, i knew you would mention josh in here somewhere >.>

 

Good luck at college. I think most of the people that are mean on the internet are pussies in real life so they try to act all touch on the internet.

 

You should be staff tbh. Whenever I don't like someone I say it to their face. I didn't like you in the beginning, but I think your a lot better. I don't think anyone would be pissed if you came back. Maybe just Sythe is a bit low for you, after all it's a runescape forum.

Good luck with university, I suggest you do it because you might regret not doing it later on.

 

THORPE it took you how long to figure all that out? ;P and the reason teh cheese po po gets away with it is because well....hes teh cheese po po... when do you want your nice grilled cheese sammich to snap out at you cause you made the police made

 

Why don't you just go to a community college and take a few classes until you find somthing you like? Your not sopposed to know what you want to do your entire life right out of highschool. They say you do, but you don't. Just enjoy being young while you are and don't let others tell you what you need to know.

 

Oh god...CP in the irc with his annoying letter's I asked nicely and shit for him to turn it off but he wouldn't I seen you ask him nicely a few time's aswell he's just a dick. Don't let anyone get to you over the net. Come back I'd help you with sythe mill's i'm on like 24/7 except the weekend's.

 

Sorry to hear all that. I'm on all the time, if you ever need help with sythemils, I would be glad to help in whatever way I can.

 

You know what, the internet sucks. It's not like it was years ago where everyone was happy cheery and would help people out. No now it's full of a bunch of 12 year old kids who think that it is this <insert deity's name here> given right to use the internet.

 

Like most people said, it's the internet, so people have a GIANT shield which is a computer, so pretty much they can say anything they want. I always liked you thorpe. And ever since the deal with CP and The_Ghost_14 i haven't been fond of CP either. So don't worry about it, and friend to friend, get the fuck off the internet if it makes you mad, people are always going to be assholes on this site. Sorry about that

 

I honestly know exactly what you mean. Probably the best thing to do is to get away from things for a bit. Maybe go on a vacation ect ect. And I also agree this sites needs more maturity. People do get special treatment, ect but I guess you just have to get used to it :[ And as a final note, don't think of not going to college. You thank yourself in years to come when you have a better job with a larger salary.