What Did I Do To Deserve This...

Have you ever had people just not care about you anymore? I was sick for 3 months away from school and regulary had to attend hospital and not a single one of my friends even bothered to call me. Everyone knew my msn address and not even a single email or a text.

When I finally came back to school my best friend had totally left me and gone with everyone else, no one else even cared. I knew my best friend for 4 years we used to do everything together and on the 3rd year we started to drift apart. I used to like him just as much but he'd never talk to me, and he always used to go out with other people never inviting me. I had severe depression at the time I really needed someone then.

I used to be really popular, then the moment you're not there you realize just how little you mean. I was friends with my ex Best friends Girlfriend and we used to talk. I was so angry at my friend I wanted to kill him. I knew his girlfriend liked me so I ended up screwing her. It felt good knowing that I was hurting him as much as he hurt me. He didn't know though, and there still together now. So i tried really hard to get back in with everyone but nothing was the same, I had a few good friends outside of school. But my best and closest friends just totally blew me off. Somtimes I wonder If I hadn't of gotten sick what would have happend.

Now I have the choice to go to the prom. Not a single person has even bothered to ask If I'm going, it's got me really upset. I don't know weather just to go and get ignored but have some pretty pictures or just stay at home.

It's amazing in a year how your whole life just gets turned upside down and shitted on. I'm hoping college will bring me a new better start.

Has your life ever been totally ruined, or you made a totally fresh start in your life? How did it go?

 

...Shit?

Well, my life ends up getting crapped on once in awhile, but not as SEVERE as yours. ARE YOU SURE ALL THIS CRAP HAPPENED? :O

Wow man, that sucks. Normally, I wouldn't think people would be so cruel. Or are you just trying to get attention?

Just start all over, and get your way back up to the top, just like before. You'll get their eventually. And college would be a new start.

 

Thanks man, I hope so too. I have 2 months before I start college So I'l probably get a job in the mean time.

 

man if u need to get back with some m8's then call em up, have a lil piss out, even get some smoke if ur in2 it! i promise if u orginise a well fuuny memorable thing as haveing ur ex best friend round and somein summing that u used to do.
he'll soon realise how much u mean to him! and another thing, runescape will kill ur social life. i got the same kinda story as u but im turning it armoud. my main was hacked and recovery's changed and im thankfull for it

BTW 150 POSTS!

 

Don't know what to say, that is just... no word can describe it :/
If it makes feel any better i fell sorry for you man, and your "friends" too that just isen't rigth i would go crazy if i was you.

I woulden't even consider them friends if they just burn you like that, that is just gay, i sure don't hope my friends are like that :/

 

Ahhhh... feel better. I wouldn't know what that feels like since I've never been at the hospital that long =P but I get the idea. I think it's kinda silly though that you expect everyone to care about you. If you're a big fat attention whore then you should go cry in a corner. If you're a normal kid then you should just enjoy life while you can and just because your friends drifted apart from you, doesn't mean you can't make new ones.

 

Yeah I get what you mean man, but I like knew them for years of my life... Just sucks.

 

Those are not friends; they're called dupies.

Anyways

some friend you are.

You know who your real friends are lol.

 

Fuck is gf again.
Then get a picture of it and show him.

 

Dude just wait for college, it will be a whole new experience.

 

Exactly.

 

Ahhhhh that sounds like something I would do to a guy I hate .

BUTTTT then again... I'm only a freshy so no sexy time for me.

 

bless ur self nd tht the sadest story ever nd magi id screw my ex best m8's bird to lol =P talk on msn 2moz magi

 

I have a friend that I have known for 9 years and we're going apart too. But I still have a lot more friends that I'm not going apart from so that's good.

 

i don't have that kinda problem i'm cool with a lot of people, but i move a lot. i am gone for six months and it seems like no one cares that i came back to visit it sucks oh well you just gotta move on and forget it

 

you guys act like girls..

 

yeah man, except for the part about losing my friends, i feel the same way [my friends are afraid of what i'll do to them if they f*ck me over ]

i was once in the hospital for only a week, and the only person who EVER visited me was my girlfriend... which i am so glad for

my whole life got shat on when i became homeschooled
of course, that shit cleansed my entire life and made me a better person today [although i did go through a very emotional, depressed, eno period of a couple months] and i am glad it happened. it changed me
i got to have something new

honestly, i get reeeaaal bored having the same thing for a long time [with the exception of the first girlfriend i've had for more than 2 weeks (9 months! )]... such as a personality or a lifestyle.... i alter my personality every day... it's ever changing... some people think i do drugs XD

i had a friend that i knew from 3rd grade that we really drifted apart aroun junior high, but we still were friends
he move to north carolina a couple months ago, haven't talked to him at all

how the FUCK can you even UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE TYPING
GODD
my eyes are bleeding

 

Thanks for the input =D