its my birthday today dudes

Loyal 2 da game · Sep 7, 2014

hey chums, got a little older today. well, i guess i'm always getting older, but today i'm officially 37. just glad to be okay, i thank god everyday for him letting me wake up in the morning and letting me constantly experience new things and face new challenges. i know he is just making me stronger, shaping me to become a better person, one that will fit within the culture of amazing people up in heaven. yes, the times are tough, sometimes i barely get enough to sleep before i wake up to attend either of my two jobs, but i cannot thank god enough for letting me have the opportunity to even have these jobs, most folk i know are struggling enough to find work yet i'm making enough money to pay the rent and have a little left over to put in a few dollars here n there to my daughters college fund, she's so intelligent and smart that it would be a downright shame for her not to be able to go to college to become educated like she deserves. i pray that hopefully before my next birthday i will have saved over $250 for her, i know it's not much but i will be starting my own business and with gods guidance i will find success that will lead me to send my little girl to any college she dreams of.

however, with me getting older, i fear my health will not always be the best. i worry a lot, stress gets to me often and my doc has recently informed me that I have high blood pressure, so he's always telling me that i need to relax or i risk heart and other health complications. i've been drinking more too, both in an attempt to deal with the stress of life, but usually it's out of loneliness. i'm glad i have you guys here with me, i feel like we're all sharing the struggle together and it makes me feel less alone, even if youre all just strangers behind the keys of a message board. i dont like to think about it that way though. ive been using this website for a number of years now, and everytime i have laughed at a post, or been upset over a well respected member of the community being banned, i feel like we're all experiencing this stuff together, and it helps me get through the hard times as well as enjoy the good times.

i hope that work doesn't overcome my free time and ability to use this website within the next few years. the world isn't very stable right now and the future looks dim, but i wish you all great prosperity and good health in the upcoming times. let god be your guide and he will not steer you in a wrong direction. i now have to get going, as i have a lot to do ontop of cooking myself a nice little birthday dinner for one.

god is good