i want to pay people back

i was actually about to post this then i got banned;

i'm 18 years old and graduating from high school next week.
the week after, i'm moving in with my boyfriend and getting a new job.

i'm a fucking adult with a real life that is somewhat successful, and i've been acting like greedy baby with no money.
i've been scamming people. i'm sure you all know that.
i've gone under usernames kashh, kushmo, princess, ratila, and any other username from the ip 67.165.96.22(from bedford, pa) on zombians, neocodex, sythe, and clraik.

i've sat and thought about this. i don't even know what made me start thinking or why..
but i'm just appalled by the fact that i'm an adult and i've been acting this way. and i'm ashamed of myself.
and i think it's so fucked up that i've been scamming people and being such a cunt for so long without even realizing 'hey, i'm actually stealing real money and hard work from these people'. as opposed to just pixels. i'm a fucking bitch. and i know that. i've realized that i'm selfish and rude and that i don't consider other people at all. but i would like to start trying to do that. i want to think highly of myself and be able to consider myself a good person.


i would like it if a mod or admin from this site could make a public board, asking all people who have been scammed by any of my usernames to contact me at [email protected], telling me their username and on which site, what i've scammed from them and how much i owe them.
i won't be able to pay people back right away, but as soon as i get my first paycheck from my soon-to-be job, i will.

i may try to request pardons from some of these sites after a few months, but not until i've payed everybody back.
and i can completely understand if i can't get a pardon.
i also expect that if/when i do ever come back, i will be given a trade with caution and be expected to go first at all times.

even if i don't come back or i'm not able to come back, i still plan to pay everybody back.

i will also be posting this on zombians and sythe.

 

Do this for all of your usernames

Go to www.google.com

Type in this exactly - site:sythe.org "username you went by" scam

You will get links to reports against you and you can refund them from there

To find people's contact information go back to google

Type in site:sythe.org "username of the guy you want to get in contact with" skype email

Good luck