legit almost 100% crazy

latly my major depression is getting so bad i wake up not even finding a reason to even live bin snapping at people getting angry as hell(live with my parents) feeling low all day
on top of that im already on a needle i get every two weeks and i take a pill plus on top of that im getting put on another pill next week fuck this worst then living in jail

any tips to lightin up my day other then playing runescape which i dont even enjoy that much anymore

maybe i should try a new skill or somthing?

i live far from the city in country and have really bad internet so trying a new game is outta the picture i usually have no money im adult you know buying food bills and shit all my friend basiclly dont talk to me unless i have alittle bit of weed
i dont maybe someones bin this position before can could throw me some tips

 

By the needle, do you mean banging dope?

 

Find activities you can do near you to pass the time. You will meet new people and enjoy yourself. This could be going to the gym or an internship.

 

Read op.
Was like okaaay?
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Maybe there might be a real discussion here
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LOL'd hard


OT: You live in the country. Get off the net and go outside. Maybe go back to school. Learn to spell and speak properly and get better friends.

 

No need to be a fucking prick. When someone says they're using the needle, it can only mean a few things. I've never heard of antidepressant injections until now.

 

Im in a similar boat OP, try getting more exersize and really getting out and doing something that makes you tick every day. Explore, create or construct, or meet people. There's literally limitless possibilities.

and before you get pissed off at your parent remember that they have no fucking clue what youre doing either. People arent black and white simple. There are many things we still cant even comprehend, keep it simple and follow your instincts.

 

wasnt trying to be a prick legit thought you were trollin
and im not on the net all day i work out watch t.v feed the wild cats daily
i dont know maybe ill try reading or school work

 

How long have you been on your antidepressant, it can take 3-4 weeks to get an antidepressant effect and even longer to get the full value out of the drug. Until then you have to put up with side effects. If your drug isnt working ask your prescriber for something else. They have new SSRI's and alternative drugs that are effective. Some drugs might not be effective as others, if you don't see an effect after 2 months you should switch. Im a pharmacy school student.

 

Lol maybe, but you have to take insulin shots a lot more often than 2 weeks, so I ruled that out.

Naw man, I wasn't trolling. Drugs have a huge effect on your dopamine levels, so I was just wanting to know before I gave you advice. Having severe depression is hard to deal with I know. Sometimes nothing seems to make you happy. I personally think the most important thing is to find people to do things with. Yeah you can hang out at home and do things you enjoy that will help take your mind off things temporarily, but nothing compares to going out and having a good time with people. Playing a game for example isn't going to make you happier even if it's something you really enjoy. You'll feel so much better about yourself if you surround yourself with positive people that you can have fun with and feel comfortable around. You need to try to think long-term and know that this rut that you're in will pass. Things will get better once you have your life together and can feel much more content about things. Also do you work? That can make a big difference also. It feels good when you're responsible and have money to do things, not to mention it really helps take your mind off everything when you're working.