Not sure on what to do with life

So I was going to put something like "girl problem" but it sounds so sterotypical and this is not a typical case!

Well some background before we get started: I'm looking for my bud on here and runescape. Ak_Killah50. Unfortunantly he disappeared from the "radar" (internet) since 2011. I found this place, sythe, in my search for my bud. And found out there is also help forums so ok, Ready? Lets do it:

For 3 years, I was friends with this girl from australia(long distance friendship) and we met under very weird and impossible circumstances. Shes 21. Recently I started to feel unsafe. Why=because I was told by her she watches bestgore, and doesn't feel a thing from it. Not remorse not regret ect. And these are execution vids......... I remember before she said sometime she could even snap, hinting at the possiblity of being able to kill a dude. Supposedly she has autism, but won't do what she needs to do to get diagnosed or to get help (also drinking against the docs orders) she proceeded to prove to me she was real and not a killah by showing me her id right. Well then she went in one of her irreversable fits. She'll say real nasty things over absolutely no reason/the silliest reasons. Name calling... Ect you name it. I cut communication before her fit got any worse. I was told that "none of you care" and that some guy was "right" (?????? the dude she is referring to is actually a psycho, he held a machette to her [ikr this sounds sketchy]) is my friend a nutcase? She would respond to songs I made her listen to, so I know its not a bot, but I just don't know much of what to do now, we would bond when no one else really understood each other and were always there when the worst stuff happened but idk because she has a long, long history of messing with people. (The term is now called trolling since 2011?) Friends around my area are very non-intelligent (like 2 intelligence in rpg term$) and very immature, so I would try shiz like omegle. But I always get yelled at for not replying instantly. See there's the type that stays on the net all day, and the type that does sports. I'll be playing star trek online right, supposedly one of my friends is married but is on fb and shet ALL the time, I kid you not! That's not what I wanna be, and I'm afraid this australian girl is only a hidden shade (NPC that wants to eat my soul) from some oblivion gate. Do I move on or wat do I do. I find my thoughts lingering on this potential psycho, and that's not good. The worst part is that the android facebook app, by default transmitts google maps data to everyone you talk to, which means I could be in REAL danger because that's accurate shet. At least for me, it is.

 

What you need to do is cut communication off with her. I might sound harsh but you need to stop talking to her and she seems to be causing a lot of grief to you.

 

Yea man I blocked all communication...
But what i dont like is that gmail doesnt have a real block feature >.<

 

You could always delete your email as well, make a new one.

 

Hey bud, Im familiar with long distant relationships. I will take your offer on playing runescape together, so i can know the story better. Right now all i can say is she sounds like a lonely girl and you filled the void in her life. She obviously didn't want to let you go, but SHE needs to realize her problems. You did the right thing by cutting off communications with her, and if you're actually scared for your life that she might find you, don't be. No one can be crazy enough to go looking for someone who just left them when they weren't ever physically there in the first place. I would listen Elena and delete your email, and make a new one. PM me and we can talk more about this. You'll be okay, but no one deserves to be scared for there life.

 

Hey thanks for the replies everyone I really appriciate it. I was gunna say she also has my rs name but I'm pretty sure I am removed so if I keep rotating my name on rs, adding won't work.
After i researched it, gmail does have something that is Like blocking but supposedly you could still see it in the trash can, but who looks in there in reality lol.