Depressed.

Hello community of sythe.

I'm feeling pretty depressed and i don't know what to do. The doctors discovered that my grandpa has Kidney-Cancer disease. It feels like a huge rock felt to my heart. I can't see it, it's just to much for me to see him suffer. My relationship with my grandpa wasn't the best, but i see him as a father i never had. He is 76 and people may say: He is turning old, but in my eyes he is still way to young to die. I wish i could do something but i don't know what. It makes me want to cry and get angry at the same. I don't know who to talk with, my girlfriend is in the hospital cause she broke her leg. Everything in my mind goes crazy and i can't function:'(

 

Personally I don't think you have depression, I think you're just letting everything build up and you aren't letting it out, which is important when devastating or saddening things happen.

Have you got someone at school (college etc.) you can go to for emotional support? Maybe guidance staff or a campus councillor? Getting things off your chest can make you chill out and feel a whole load better, although I do understand that it wont go away for a long time, especially with someone close to you.

Here's a quote I saw one day and liked quite a lot:

Basically, the longer you dwell on the negative things the worse they'll become. A problem shared is a problem halved.

If you need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me or add my Skype (RoaryNZ).
Good luck buddy.

 

I don't think it may be depression possibly your body just doesn't know how to handle the situation and just give it time.

 

Do you talk with him? How often do you see him? Did you talk about his cancer with him?