My first experience on shrooms

This happened yesterday.

9:40PM - Drink some beer
10:20PM - Begin eating some, mix it, eat more. Ingested only 1-2 grams
11:30PM - Get a little bit light-headed, vision becomes like here.
10:50PM - Move to another room, put on music, moving colors and shit, trip the fuck out
11:00PM - Watching King of the Hill and all characters' colors change, look retarded with deformed heads
11:20PM - Everything I touch including my clothes feels like it's becoming a part of me
11:30PM forward - Lose track of time, start blacking out. TV show is changes and I begin seeing completely different things and hear different things than reality
12-1AM - All my senses are mixed. I can't differentiate between my friends talking and my thoughts. Time freezes several times. Vision freezes, stops, comes back in different forms. I can only focus on one location; I feel smaller than I actually am (bed next to me looks like a tower) and I lose control of my muscles. Become severely thirsty but can barely drink the water properly. Hots and colds go to extremes. Anything I hold feels heavier, larger. Panic severely. Finally black out completely.
1:17AM - Begin telling time again by asking my friends over and over, can't tell if I'm still who I am or where I am.
1:40AM - Move somewhere else with a better perspective, begin recovering my normally vision slowly
2:00AM - Still cannot think properly but I know I exist again, know where I am, and see my friends.
2:20AM - Begin to calm down, numb throughout my entire body, vision feels like watching a 3D movie.
3:00AM - Worn off, able to drive.
11:00AM - Completely sore, headache.

 

Would you say you experienced ego death? It can be scary and oddly freeing at the same time.

EDIT: Iv never done shrooms i have done Morning Glory seeds and i hear its comparable to a light shroom trip. Best drug experience of my life. I didn't get to many visuals. Mostly everything was really bright and life seemed limitless and the the euphoria was the most amazing thing ever. I did lose track of time and i felt a slight feeling of everything becoming apart of me. I was still able to somewhat concentrate on things. That was at a 200 seed dose.

At 500 seed dose everything was magnified by 10 and all i really remember is laying on my bad with my eyes closed and laughing at nothing for hours on end. The come down wasn't to bad the first time i took it but the second time.

I woke up at about 10am barley able to walk. I went to take a bath to calm down when i got out all my blood rushed to my head and i almost passed out.I had to lay on my bathroom floor for good 5 minutes before trying to stand up. Went back to sleep woke up and 4pm and my stomach felt like it was going to explode for like 3 hours. Worst pain of my life.

 

Yes, it was quite strange. I was trying to fight it, but I couldn't. In my mind I no longer saw myself as a person, but a mixture, and it's very difficult to describe. I felt powerful and helpless at the same time.

That was the beginning of my trip, but it spiraled to a much higher intensity that I expected.

This was slightly closer, but closing my eyes was worse than keeping them open. I saw more by closing my eyes. The intensity became so severe that my perceptions were like a blurry, 1 frame per second (sometimes I felt like time froze for hours) video game. I felt like an eternity had passed by in those two hours.

My stomach felt like exploding at 3AM, after I could feel my body again. I could not use the restroom because I was still "paralyzed" from the waste down. I could not differentiate between my clothes, what was in my pockets, and my body.

 

Why do you guys do this to yourselves?

 

Because I hate my life and myself, so instead of taking care of it I throw my life away into a spiral of drug overdoses.

 

spiritual** drug overdoses

 

So bad trip or good trip

 

Ehh. I'd say both. Good in the beginning and the end.

 

Did you realize you have no friends at the end and they were just imaginary friends?

 

would you do it again?

 

Shrooms are crazy man steer away from those

 

It turns out they were dogs.

Yes, and no. I'm setting some ground rules next time.

 

That sounds more like a Amanita muscaria trip than a magic mushroom trip man.

Edit: just so you know, I think you're full of shit.

 

It was psilocybin mushrooms.

>include enhancement and contrasting of colors
>increased visual acuity, surfaces that seem to ripple, shimmer, or breathe
>a sense of melting into the environment
>trails behind moving objects
>sounds seem to be heard with increased clarity
>some users experience synesthesia

I think the list of effects closely resembles my original post. Also, Amanita muscaria is described as "effects can range from nausea and twitching to drowsiness, low blood pressure, sweating and salivation, auditory and visual distortions, mood changes, euphoria, relaxation, ataxia, and loss of equilibrium" so I'd say magic mushrooms are closer to what I described.

 

Based on experiences I've read, you blacking or nearly blacking out, and losing the ability to keep track of time are staples of some fly amanita trips, not so much with mushrooms, although I guess it could be possible. But it seems like something you'd experience on an exceptionally large dose, which you didn't. But then again that could be chalked up to your body chemistry.

Fly amanitas are also incredibly unreliable in experiences and can range from complete nightmare to amazing time, to neutral experiences like you listed.

 

You just gotta chill with shrooms, don't panic.

 

Amanita muscaria trip would consist of a lot of salivating and sweating. Im sure he would have mentioned that.