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Post: Sent Unlawfully to a mental Insitution & learned how to meditate.
Forum: Something For All
Assigned Moderators: JohnK, Alteranz, FishFishy

Posted by: God_Smoked_Weed
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IDK if this belongs here or in personal support but here it is,

I have told many people about what I have heard from KRS-one which is that what we are calling Oxygen, is actually God. Conciousness, our ability to be aware. We are not concious unto ourselves, we are receiving conciousness by breathing. This gift from god, is why they are cutting all the trees down... to lessen your ability to think.

Go ahead and be sceptical but I now have taken this theory even deeper because my parents locked me up in a mental institution for basically doing nothing (f*** living in a flouridated community of ignorant doctors who collect patients like pokemon cards). They have machines which refine the air, and my breath has become significantly more shallow since entering. I have also gotten really sick and bursting pains throughout my body (upper left/right chest, in my head, ribs, etc). I think this has to do with aspergers and I'm more sensitive to the [toxic?] environment.

I can tell the people here all seem allot more sensitive. Less coordinated. My Imagination is very hard to control, in dreams as well as in conversation. Was kind-of crazy how hard it is to control the repetitive music in your head due to lack of oxygen.

I refuse to take medication (which angers them) since it's against my way of life. They threaten me lots though. I refuse to sing here or listen to music in my head because that would make my expression look happy, & the way people "magnetically look at me" and I am kind-of a trend setter, I don't want newcomers to think this place is actually enjoyable.

It seems like there is so little oxygen (Kundalini aspects of anahata Chakra including "right to love", "sense: touch", "lungs & heart", etc)... that perhaps Self takes over (Kundalini aspects of Manipura chakra including "right to think", "sense: eyesight", "digestion", etc).

A way of meditation I recently learned before coming here was to just "sit and be", basically exist & perhaps you will see the blackness of your eyes, but eventually (being unprevoked into change) start to feel your body as one unified thing. Don't focus on the breath, just do it naturally without thinking. Don't force your thoughts off, just don't allow yourself to continue them. When your legs are too numb to continue (or whatever you like), then lay down in Yoga Corpse Pose.

It's kind-of sad because I'm missing all the Kundalini Yoga I used to enjoy every day... but at least I have this new extremely useful way to free me from my own thoughts.

If I have repetitive music in my head before a meal, it will get worse... so I must meditate first. Infact I spend most of my time here just simply existing, but it has taught me how to avoid others peircing gaze and just act "polite enough" while still keeping my eyes away from the people. They said I'd be here 1 day, then 3, then 1 month, then 2 months, now they are saying if my weight doesn't go up it will be 6 months.

It's crazy though and I have to wait 2 weeks to get a court date because they are so backed up. I learned to just keep my mouth shut and be unspoken most of the time because if I act smart they just want to keep me here. All the workers try to find excuses to talk to me it is driving me insane. The doctor/psychiatrist are even trying to get on my good side because they know people don't like them, & my opinion would be very affective against them.

Any ways Here's the full video about the truth about god.

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still trying to keep my heart clean of hate & revenge.

my_second_response said:

By the way the reason they sent me is because... I spend 1 week at my parents usually for christmas that's the only time I visit, but this year they decided to give me very little time to pack my stuff and leave... I was more irritated than angry when I said "okay, if you make me leave now I could make life more difficult for you"... and so apparently that threat of using their imagination against themselves is the only thing they have for their side of the case. And the fact that they think i'm paranoid because I keep the kitchen blinds shut at night & like to take long bike rides to get away from all the cars and people and know that I am alone. That makes me paranoid.

And the cop who arrested me I said "how can you arrest me??" and she was like "under the mental health act, i can do it".

So I'm gonna try to figure out some more things today maybe make some calls but I'm not hopeful and I think if I stayed here long it could significantly shorten my life span... and they try to keep me here because I'm "underweight"... and then get a doctor to sign a form saying I'm not well enough to make treatment decisions for myself because I lost 5kg in one week, when I tried to clarify it to him 3 times that the weight was between point 5 kg every time they weighed me including that same day. I watched him mess around with the scale too and I think he knew what he was doing. And he used the most miniscule ammount of rudeness in my tone of voice to act all offended and say "it's not rocket science to use a scale!"
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djweasel · Jan 10, 2012

Done, thanks.

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