I use csgocrash but they only have the crash mode, kinda outdated site but their house is still legit atleast lol
other sites have jackpots and stuff but most likely will rip you in the end
crash gamemode is really addictive and if you keep playing you lose eventually
I have never tried any drugs and I'm not planning to. I was being addicted to gambling, but that's not a drug. I'm happy I managed to solve my addiction. I believe drugs are even worse if you get attached to them.