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ay deelet

 

I can't say I can relate. I've been depressed the past 4-5 years, but it's never gotten to a point of self-harm / attempting suicide. I've had thoughts, but nothing I would ever imagine acting on.

From what I can tell, it seems you went through a mildly 'happy' era when you got your stingrays and got into your hobbies. Those are what made you happy. Stick to those things, and try to force yourself to do something related to them. I'm a hypocrite as I can't even bring myself to try to make friends at college, but in the end it's all you can do.

Just try to force yourself to some positive exposure, ie your hobbies. Good luck man. Hit me up with a PM if you need anything.

 

There is nothing to be suicidal, life is great. Enjoy it. I think that the people on your school were big asshole's. There is no need to get depressed what other people call you. Even IF you would use drugs, so what? Not their problem, you decide what you want to do. It's up to you. People who make/spread rumors are the most worthless piece of crap in the world/universe.

Don't harm yourself and/or others. Treat your parents with respect, try not to fight with them. If I have learned something in my life it would be : Everyone in your life will try to stab you in the back, except your family. You should stick together with them.

I am not going to treat you differently, because I see nothing else than a handsome dude with cool rays. Keep up the good work your pets look awesome. I own some budgie's it makes me feel good to when I talk to them when i get mad/sad.

If you ever feel sad mad you can always contact me via Skype/PM. I hope i could help you feel a bit better, sorry for the rubbish English. It's my Third Langauge, haha!

 

Thanks guys. It really helps hearing all the positive things. I agree, the people were assholes.

And YoungBuck, I didn't even know that English was your third language (until you told me)

 

Haha, guess I can speak it pretty well then.

 

dawg if u ever want someone to talk to cause idk u feelin lonely or some shit just shoot me a private message yo n ill tell ya some of tha BEST stories ever.

 

Never seen a pet stingray before. :O Cool stuff.

 

Woah you clearly have some courage if you still have the barbs on those babies!

OT: Everyone has their low points I have paranoia that sometimes gets in the way of my life and has lead to depression, or at least has tried. I set goals for myself, not huge ones, but a ton of small goals to get me thru the day or week. I found a hobby like you have and it really helped me! ive also lost pets that have been VERY close to me, i know its devastating but we all move on no matter how hard it is. A thing is listen to this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTFnmsCnr6g

 

Wow those rays are so cool I wish I had rays. I also share your love of fishing and hunting. Really great sports and hobbies. On the topic of the kids who bullied you. Wanna know where they are now? They're the sheeps still following the leader and doing nothing with their lives. I know this because I used to bully people in a group. I can say 95% of those kids are currently doing nothing with their lives. Meanwhile you have a great life with a family that obviously really loves you they bought you the coolest pet (besides an alligator). While I cannot relate directly to what you're going through if you ever need anyone to talk to you can pm me on sythe or add my skype.

 

my skypes open any time man, there's too much i could post here but i'm happy to help on skype/pm those rays are awesome, too.

 

Feel free to PM me your skype i'm willing to talk anytime. I'm a good listener. Those are some cool sting rays too man.

 

Hey man! I just want to say that there are people here for you! I use to be extremely depressed and attempted suicide on three different occasions. Its quite a miracle I am here today and can say I am happy I am here. I still battle with depression here and there, but nothing like it was. I am terribly sorry about Little Dude. I definitely understand the pain that comes with losing something you treasure and love. I won't really go into anything more, but if you want someone to talk to I am here day or night. Shoot me a pm or add my on Skype (stopsign.sythe)! Your life is beyond meaningful and I know your family and others love you! WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!

Side Note: Those are some fucking badass stingrays!

 

Thanks guys. Stingrays are awesome!
It's nice being able to fit in here in the Sythe community.

 

I've never seriously considered suicide, so I can't relate - but here's what's always kept me from even thinking about it: If you killed yourself, those close to you would miss you like crazy. They might feel guilty for not stopping you or something, and it'd probably eat at them for the rest of their lives.

When you're having a rough time, don't be afraid to lean on people. If they're really your friends, they'll be there when you need them.

Also, your stingrays are hella boss. I love stingrays; wish I could keep some feasibly.

Just try not to ever let someone else devalue your own life in your own eyes. If you can muster up some self-confidence, the world will take note, and your life will get smoother. I think I speak for everyone here in saying that we're glad you're around today, and clearly everyone who's posted (if not everyone) is happy to support you now and in your future

 

I don't play RS anymore but I'm still keen to chill on there if need be