Rawr : Requesting a pardon.

Firstly, I'd like this to be answered by someone other then Finn, as he think's I'm a horrible, bile person.

I'm here today to try and explain my past-acts and plead for a pardon on them.
A few months back, I was one the top-moderators (mod-log wise) as I contributed a lot and effort into helping the site stay clean and a good community. Yes, I had my poor choices with friends selection such as Syed, Brandon, Justin... You know, the Skype Cult. I'm horrible at wording things too, back when I was firstly banned for being a corrupt staff member for trying to help someone out. With this situation, it's been conversed about greatly, so I don't need to say much on it but I'm truly sorry if you feel I was acting as a corrupt moderator, because why risk my mod-ship, etc over something so little? Seriously, if a person spends practically everyday on Sythe, I doubt they would want to blow all their hard work for something like that. I'll say it again, I'm truly sorry if you think I did intentionally, because I didn't, I completely worded it wrong.

Now for the act I regret most after being banned...

Finn, if you read this, I can't say sorry enough to get your forgiveness, but I truly am sorry for what I tried doing to you, it was the dumbest thing I could ever do, and I let anger get the best of me. I know you'll never forgive me, or, at least that's how I feel, but hopefully I can earn your respect back some day.

Here, I did one of the dumbest things in Sythe history. I tried faking chat-logs against an administrator, Finn, to attempt to get him demoted. I had nothing against Finn at the time, other then him helping me so little with my corruption dispute, when I thought of him as a good friend. The main reason behind the whole doing of this is because I was so mad about how my ban was dealt with, I wanted to see if it would be dealt with again, the same way. Yes, even though the chat-logs were fake, they were still highly believable which is why I don't think chat-logs should be accepted, unless taken with a real camera. But, back on topic... I ended up being asked by Brandon if he wanted me to help him fake the chat-logs, because he knew I was upset about the whole thing, and thought this would be good "pay-back" or something. After posting the fake screen-shots, I probably caused one of the biggest e-drama's on Sythe... But I honestly regret doing it after I faked the evidence. Because, that wasn't me. I would never want someone to get banned wrongly, especially a friend. If I could reverse time and not post it, I truly would. Unlike Brandon, I stopped after the whole Finn situation, while he continued to hack MSN's, scam, etc.

I was an active, kind moderator on this forum, always trying to help out, keep the place clean, and keep the market safe.

My contribution to Sythe was fairly decent... (In no order)
- A highly respected moderator, that contributed large amounts of time and effort into keeping the forums clean.
- Contributed good posts for the community, especially in the RuneScape section, as that's my area of expertise.
- 2x User Educator - Still best friends with Robert, a previous HUE.
- Over 100 Vouches from doing trades in the RuneScape market section.
- Over 15 Staff / OMM vouches, including Finn's and Verts'.
- A successful middle-man, was going for OMM and was almost there.

After all this being said, I can only say sorry, and plead for forgiveness. I'm a good person, and just want to put all these stupid mistakes behind me. I wouldn't keep trying to appeal my bad decisions if I didn't want to come back.

Thanks,
Rawr

 

Denied.