End of the Road

Username: Holymacaroni

I might as well give up the lies now. I don't know why I started lying in the first place.
I just want to explain my situation, this is the last 'dispute' I will make. I'm not asking to be unbanned, I just want to explain what happened.

I made the account 'Wtfswindy' in April 2009. I accumulated approximately 10 vouches, and then I scammed someone (I can't remember what it was, or why, most likely a membership pin or something). I then made account after account, accumulating a few vouches and then scamming a few dollars. Some of the names included: Wtfswindy, Swindle, Tuskord, DetailedGuidesGuy, Grenichzor and finally, Holymacaroni.

I realise how low and unproductive this was now, and I really do regret it.

Finally, around March 2010, I decided it was time for all of this to stop. I wanted to start fresh, no more scamming. Just blend in and become a legit and well known member of the community. So I did just that. It was quite coincidental, actually. I got a new internet package a few days before I made holymacaroni (A whole new ISP), hence my I.P was a little different than normal.

I carried on, and stuck by my word. I had no intentions of scamming from this point on, I accumulated over 30 vouches over time, as well as making almost 1000 posts and donating $5.

I honestly wanted to become a normal member of the community, trusted.. Respected, for once.

Sythe then pretty much took over my life. For the past few months, I haven't really signed off. My daily cycle would be School, Sythe, Sleep. I really enjoyed reading over the threads, and began to post and get involved more and more. And now it's the Summer. Six weeks to browse Sythe and get to know people. Great. Well, not so great.

I started offering a Skilling Service, to earn some extra cash with my spare time. It was pretty successful, I got about 7 customers in just 2 days, one of which was Pekko.

I agree to bot 95-99 Firemaking in exchange for $9. I did the levelling, he paid up. All was good, until he decided he wanted some zeal. He tried to send some money to my sythe paypal ([email protected]) but it did not work, so I told him to try and send it to my real paypal ([email protected]).

Somehow, he recognised the greeners96 part, and realised that [email protected] was the email registered to Wtfswindy's account. This is what led to my eventual ban.

I was very angry and frustrated at this point, and without thinking insulted and complained to him over MSN. I couldn't understand why he reported me, but now I realise he was just trying to do what was right.

So here I am, finally departing from Sythe against my own will, after over a year of being here.

I really don't know what I am going to do with my life now. As sad as it is, Sythe was pretty much my life. It was one of the only things I had left that I could enjoy, and now I sit here wondering what I am going to do to past the rest of my time.

I honestly have no clue what to do now. I could go to another forum, but it just wouldn't be the same. There are some truly awesome people here, who I know will do really well and treat as very close friends.

I'm not sure of the purpose of this thread. I just wanted to let you guys know what has happened and why. Now I'm straight up and honest about it. I don't know what I expect you to say or do, just remember you have left a lonely teenager with nothing to do now except regret what I have done.

Sorry.

 

Denied on account of scamming, ban evading and lying.

 

Ciao.

 

Very disappointing.